Apology

i want to apologize for leaving you taught me love you who once lite sparks that heated and colored the depths of my heart i smiled like the sun you taught me beauty my darling so complacent (however unpredictable) towards love your benevolant attitude modle figure warm kisses heaven you taught me wisdom romancing the arts like a virtuoso plays the emotions of a violin searching to learn always charming the right note you taught me but i wish you could teach me to start again i have wasted my life if i don't have love